Nothing is Easy

Nothing in this life is ever really easy and the end of a relationship is no different. I want to remain friends but I am finding it very difficult on my end of the deal because it just hurts to much.

It was like finding the love of your life, happiness was abundant. Sure we had some issues but as time went on we were both working harder and harder to resolve these problems. To a point to where it was becoming very apparent that we were working better and better together.

Then disaster strikes. I don't know why, because we both lost in the situation. There was no winner just losers. However, with out logic, it happened. Now there is a little communication between us. Nothing like what we had before but I am finding it too difficult to even have a simple conversation because of the pain of loosing what we had.

Am I just loosing my mind too or does this make since? What do I do? I avoid places where I might see her, and I try not to talk to her on Facebook or text because the pain is to much. I am sure that she thinks I am a real ass but what should I do?